Thursday, November 20, 2008

title. cause i can't think of one.



i have no idea.
it's hard to tell.
there is chaos here and there.

i wish that it was a poem.
i wish you could compare me with somebody noteworthy;
someone whose words,thoughts,deeds,desires left such an imprint
that they have been remembered.

but it's not. i've got no legacy.
there is nothing i have done that will be worth
remembering longer than my lifetime.
however long that may be.

all i can do is watch and wait.
listen to the words that the spin around me,
swirlingswirlingswirling.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

on THIS day...

i love candy.
hubby thinks i'm bony
so i've been eating alot of candy.
i wanted to quit my job today.
just walk out, leave. i felt like crying.
then hubster brought me a double tall white mocha.
i'm spoilt.
will i ever feel like i'm good enough?
i work too much. i have too many jobs.
i spend so much time working that i can't relax.